Not so much been going on around our house lately. Jeremy has been working alot so it has been me and the little guy most days. My mom was able to come spend the week since she was working in The Woodlands. I'm sure she enjoyed her time with Jayson. Although, him crying at night and waking her up when she had to get up around 5ish probably was not fun. It was so nice to have someone cook for me. Although, I felt a little guilty since she worked all day and them came home (every night) and cooked. Thanks MOM!!!
So in the mean time I am trying to enjoy every last second I can with my baby before I have to go back to work. Somedays I feel like I cannot wait to go back to be out of the house and socialize and do my job. But MOST days I feel a sense of sadness and anxiety knowing someone else will have to take care of my little boy. Almost a sense of jealousy... because I'm his Mommy :( I know it will be fine, and I know it will be okay... but its still very hard to let your baby go!!! So even at night when he wakes me up and wants to eat or to just be touched by me, I am trying to not get frustrated but enjoy this time with him being so little and wanting him Mommy. One day I know he will be dying to get away from me.
His first swim!!!
I enjoyed every moment spending time with you and Jayson. One day you will understand the joy and pride of seeing your child with one of their own. And you will feel the same sense of happiness.I also enjoyed cooking for ya'll, it was my pleasure.
ReplyDeleteYou are a wonderful mother Dawn. And Jayson is a very loved little boy.
Love,
Your Mom
i miss my lil' nephew love you all XOXOX
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